Whenever I clean the kitchen floor (which is not as often as I should - must clean the floor more) as I put the chairs up on the table, I get a flashback to the end of the school day.
Just checked with my 13 year old daughter and they still have to do this. They still have to put their chairs up on the table. I like that. Not everything has changed. In fact my daughter goes to the same secondary school I went to. Same uniform (not my actual uniform, oh you kow what I mean) same Headmistress and some of the same teachers. So I can't be that old....well that is what I tell myself anyhow.
39 years 134 days old in fact. Only 231 days until I hit 40Fit&Fab. The fit bit is in hand but to be fab you have to work from the inside. Learning to love who you are or who you have become. Now I am a mother of four, wife of one and very proud and happy to be so but I do have a nagging bit of creative energy which I have kept hidden away for quite some time. Partly because it is actually quite emotionally draining - the whole arty farty thing - it can be exhausting. I know that sounds dramatic but it can. Sometimes a painting will just flow from you and it seems as though you are not in control of the brush. It is like a drug and lifts you and all is wonderful. Sometimes you want to paint, draw, create and everything goes wrong. The harder you try the darker your spirit becomes. I know. Deep, right?
So with all these children my Hubby and I made, you just cannot add that kind of drama into your life. The highs and lows. Well now I am a little older and some might say wiser (although I beg to differ!) I am getting my art on again. It feels lovely. It feels bloody lovely. #artyfarty
I have done a couple of printing courses this year at ArtShed near Ware and fell in love with printing. The trouble is being an artist is expensive - being a printer is downright silly billy money!
Anyhow I am ready to move it along and just enrolled at the East London Printmakers for a 3 day screen printing course. (Very grown up of me I know!!). I love screen printing and want to learn more and this place looks right up my street. I have to be a big girl and get a train into town and everything - on my own. So it is time to go back to school. I wonder if they make you put your chairs on the table at the end of the day...
#memories
#beingagrownup
EJMx